For some reason I can't seem to get a job to save my life. I'm really tired of trying. So, my mother has the bright idea for me to substitute teach... It scares me to death... I'm not a fan of kids in large numbers... But what if I really do like it and then I want to be a teacher and then I have to do a lot more schooling and then my parents won't pay for it and then I'll be stuck with degrees that don't do anything... Bah on Life.

I haven't wrote in a very long (long, long) time... And I probably shouldn't be writing right now anyway, there's school work to be done! But for some reason as I sit in this weird (I don't know really why I call it weird) library proud of my achievements so far I decided to look at my long lost blog and show it some love. I retired from softball finally, and I'm still not sure how I feel about it even though its been around 5 months. School has become easier but my search for a job has been like a roller coaster. I interviewed for a marketing job in Nashville that I would have loved to take but I just knew the second he offered me the position that I was going to be completely overwhelmed driving the 48 (I think) miles to work every morning at the crack of dawn to be there by 7:30, so I declined and have yet to be able to find a job in Clarksville. My parents are getting frustrated with me and this job hunting but I am trying, I don't like being poor, I couldn't tell you the last time I went shopping and actually bought something. How tragic. But other than that I have been doing school work non-stop, I'm so excited to be just one semester from graduating! It's crazy to think that I've done this whole college thing in three and a half years even with transferring schools. I have yet to completely think about post college plans, I guess there's a little part of me that wishes I had a reason or a influence in making decisions, like a man in my life that would be nice. I finally let me guard down to start dating someone and he broke my heart and that's a little much to say he broke it but I just had hope for once in my life that something would go my way.

I need to stop writing and continue to do my work. Just 4 more weeks!

I need a nap...

And some strong medication...

So, school and softball started and now I have no time to write which depresses me right now... Major-ly stressed and in need of a good vacation... 

Only I could lose my keys this bad...

So if you had any dealings with me when I was in high school you would have never imagined me painting my nails or even worrying about fashion but something flipped after I went to college and now I always have my nails painted (black at the moment, not very summery but whatever).  I love when you can just find that certain color that everyone compliments and loves and that looks so good... here's my new pick that I plan on picking up next time I go home...

I'm the kind of person that has to have my technology fix everyday so I have a few favorite websites that I wanted to share...

• Picnik - Great photo-editing website.
• Google - I use it as a spellchecker all the time.
• Facebook - I'm absolutely addicted.
• Myspace - Again, Just addicted.
• 30 Boxes - Calender, I use it for school and softball scheduling.
• Stock Photography - Graphic Designers Dream, Saves a lot of time.
• The Flower Tray - Absolutely Beautiful Flowers
• Rebecca Thuss - Found this last night and I am in love. 
• Project Free TV - Good to get those missed episodes or movies.

There are a few things in life that I love beyond a normal person; purses, shoes (any kind), nail polish, interior decorating, and graphic design.  So, now that I have really really really good internet that I am officially paying for I plan on doing a better job of writing. Not being able to shop online like I am used to has limited my blogging to just stuff I happen to run upon, but now let the shopping begin... I love shoes. And its not just heels or flats like a lot of people but I love tennis shoes, running shoes, heels, stilettos, boots, flip flops, just about everything... Stumbled across these at Kathryn Amberleigh and fell in love... Such a great color and girly all at the same time.  I have to say there were more than just this pair by far that I am in love with.  Tomorrow, or even tonight I want to post my new favorite nail polishes and I would like to do some purse shopping...

Long time since I have posted, not a lot going on in my life. Moving in Friday, and I'm kind of hoping to find some plans for the 4th but probably just unpacking boxes... I don't really feel like writing a lot... blah... Found this picture online and I thought it was absolutely gorgeous, I'm a sucker for anything green and black... and the hydrangeas for the center pieces are so pretty...