I'm on a complete wedding kick for some reason and this time its all outside farm country wedding and that is so me...

Here's my venting: You told me to grow up and I am so you can't really get mad at me when I do something a little grown up... if he breaks my heart then that's my problem not yours... he makes me happy and shouldn't that be what you want... he's not a bum, he has a college education with a good job and treats me like I should be treated, so what if he's been married before and we fell in love in a weird circumstance. And if the only complaint you have is your father is going to be mad and that's not very professional of you then shut up and leave me alone...

I'm wishing now that I would have ordered me a pair of Toms about a week ago that way I would have them for this upcoming weekend. The bf and I are going to some race (his thing, not mine) where I have to wear long pants, tenni shoes, and no skimpy tops... beings that I never really wear anything too crazy the wearing pants and not a skimpy top is no problem. But I still would like to look cute and that is hard to do with my lack of good tenni shoe wardrobe. Don't get me wrong I have tons and tons of athletic tenni shoes but that would just throw off the whole outfit. So, I will keep looking and hopefully pull something cute out of somewhere... pray for me.

toms shoes...